Today

Today I was nearly convinced that Owen no longer loved me, but he gave me a daisy and was suddenly very nice to me, and even asked for me when he cried (when throwing tantrums at daddy).

Today we picked Owen up from preschool and went to Rose's house for a preschooler get together. It was nice to see the NCT friends again, and Owen had fun playing with the children.

Today Peter took Owen to the toddler group. Baby has been throwing up loads again so I was grumpy and tired. Owen was very good, but we neglected to give him a shiny sticker as I got annoyed with him for something trivial right when he was going upstairs for bath and bed. 

Today Peter's parents came to visit and played with Owen all day. In the evening I had a migraine (from drinking champagne).

Today was a beautiful sunny day and we had a perfect day at Blenheim Palace with Owen and baby.

Today I spent all day and night holding baby.

Today I took baby to coffee and cake at a local church to meet up with Robina and Jess. Loads of mums and babies, and within walking distance. It's perfect if only I could just put down baby to do some sketching.

Today we went back to visit my workplace for lunch, and brought our new baby.

Today I listened to most of Ben Aaronovich's The Hanging Tree on Audible while breastfeeding baby.

Today in the morning Owen's friend came to visit to see our new baby. In the afternoon we took baby to the hospital for more jaundice checkup, and they took ages to get her blood sample while she wailed and screamed in pain. We were both traumatised by the experience and now she seemed unsettled and unhappy all night and day. They broke her!